Chapter Seven: you’re a sun child

The Crackhead Chronicles

Chapter Seven: you’re a sun child

A/N: Okay, serious lack of reviews. Oh, and Fizzie-lizzie, what typo? If you’re talking about his age, I was reading Princess in Pink and it stated that Michael was seventeen. So, that was after his birthday and so I really need to correct Crackhead in Love. Please review, even if it’s negative!

Monday, October 13, lunch

Lilly is a mad, mad woman.

Girl, I mean.

The whole school is plastered with Boycott Ho’s Deli posters.

BOYCOTT HO’S DELI!

SIGN BELOW AND TAKE A STAND AGAINST RACISM!

The hell I will.

I feel so bad for Mia. Since her fight with Lilly, she’s been walking around…all alone.

Oh wait, she’s sitting with that girl with the bodyguard. Tina? Or something? She’s the daughter of this really wealthy oil well owner. I think.

Okay, Tina has gotten up from the table and Mia is now reading the back of Tina’s book. She’s looking pretty lonely.

I wish I could get the courage to go sit with her. But then she’d know that I like her.

And now Lana Weinberger, Josh Richter, and their "posse" are by Mia.

Lana’s probably being a bitch. Not that she’s ever not one.

Five Minutes Later

I saw Lana touch Mia’s head. And I was awfully curious why.

Then, Tina and her bodyguard came back and Tina handed Mia an ice cream cone.

Lana must’ve said something really horrible because the next thing I knew…well…

That Nutty Royale was on Lana’s sweater.

And literally everyone saw this happen. And no one was talking.

It was a rather eerie silence.

Then Lana screamed, "You—You—" Mia seemed overwhelmed by what she had just done. "You—You…Look what you’ve done to my sweater! Look what you’ve done to my sweater!"

Then, Mia rose from her seat and Tina and her bodyguard followed.

As Mia left, I started clapping. Some of my fellow Computer Club members clapped too.

But she didn’t turn back.

Monday, October 13, G & T

Mia is in the principal’s office now.

Guess that the news of the Nutty Royale got around.

I was telling her that how she subtracts is all wrong. Really, her main problem was not writing her numbers neat enough. Plus, she doesn’t keep her notes very organized and she just scribbles them in random places. I informed her that she should keep her Algebra notes in one notebook.

Also, she seems to have some trouble with concentrating.

I was fully, fully aware of my hand touching hers whenever I pulled her pencil away and said, "No, like this, Mia."

Notice that I said Mia. Not Thermopolis.

Halfway through the tutoring, my knee gently touched hers.

And I could feel my heart rate steadily pacing.

But I don’t think I made too big of a fool out of myself.

Hopefully.

Later on Monday

I just really remembered that the Cultural Diversity Dance is this Saturday.

The one question tugging my mind is:

Does Mia have a date to the dance??

Normally, I would be opposed to going to the dance.

They’re just not my thing.

But it would be pretty cool to be there…with Mia…

Yes. Definitely.

You know, I think I’m going to be brave for once.

I’ll ask Mia to the dance.

Oh, who the hell am I kidding?

Tuesday, October 14

Today in G & T, I complimented Mia on her handling of the whole Weinberger Incident, as I call it.

"It’s all over school. How you decimated Lana in front of Josh, I mean," I said, smiling. "Your locker is right next to Josh’s, isn’t it?"

"Yes, it is," Mia said. Her gray eyes were looking even more beautiful than usual. Which I didn’t think was possible. I said how that must’ve been awkward but she said not really, since Lana seemed to be avoiding that area lately and Josh never talked to her anyway.

But then she said, "Is Lilly still saying mean things about me?"

"She’s never said mean things about you. She just doesn’t understand why you blew up at her like that.

"Michael, she’s always putting me down! I just couldn’t take it anymore. I have too many other problems without having friends who aren’t supportive of me."

I laughed. "What kind of problems could you have?" And, I mean, it’s true.

Mia’s just not one to have too many problems.

"I’m flunking Algebra, I have detention for a week, and I recently woke up to see Mr. Gianini in his boxer shorts eating breakfast with my mom," Mia said without stopping for air.

"I guess you do have some problems after all." Then I noticed Mia staring past me, probably at Lilly. Or Boris.

I’d rather think that she was looking at Lilly.

Then, I figured that it was the time…I needed to be assertive to get what…or rather who…I wanted.

"So, are you grounded?"

She gave me a funny look. "You mean for getting detention? No, of course not. My mom is totally on my side. My dad wants to sue the school." I took a breath and looked her straight in the eye.

"Oh. Well, I was wondering because, if you aren’t busy Saturday, I thought maybe we could—"

But then Mrs. Hill just had to come in and ask us all to fill out these questionnaires for the Ph.D. she is doing on youth violence. And then the bell rang and Mia ran out, looking pretty anxious to leave.

I felt my heart drop; she probably wanted to avoid rejecting me all together so she wouldn’t have to hurt my feelings.

And that is because she is the sweetest girl I have ever known.

And that is why I love her.

Wow, now that I have really admitted it to myself, maybe I can admit my affections to her.

Yes. In a few years.

Or not.

Chapter Six: The Moon Never Sleeps

The Crackhead Chronicles

Chapter Six: The Moon Never Sleeps

A/N: Thank you, thank you, thank you! Ahh. Thank you all so, so much for your reviews. D

Sunday, October 12, late

Lilly won’t shut up about the "racism happenings at Ho’s Deli."

She’s making such a big deal out of five freaking cents.

I honestly do not know why we’re even related. Maybe my real sister was mixed up with Lilly.

But no, I get a perfectly hostile, selfish, idiotic sister. Named Lilly.

"I can’t believe Mia! I don’t know what’s wrong with her these days!" Lilly exclaimed angrily. "Ever since her dad came, she’s been acting like a total head case!"

"What is this all about anyway?" I said. "Are you just mad at her because she won’t support your Ho’s Deli thing?"

"The Hos are just as bad as the Nazis! Racism gets you nowhere!"

"Lilly! The Hos aren’t even a little bit like the Nazis," I said, sounding frustrated.

"It’s the principle of the thing, Michael!" Lilly barked back. "Where would we be if we continue to let racist actions take place in our own neighborhoods!?" I just shook my head and left her standing. I swear, sometimes I feel like kicking her or something. But that stopped at age thirteen. I’m a mature almost-adult.

I am a sixteen-year-old. I will not resort to violence to solve conflict.

Though it’s hard to resist. And I mean HARD.

Anyway, I just talked to Mia online.

Yes, Mia. Not Judith, not Kenny, not Felix…

Mia.

CracKing: Hey Thermopolis. What happened to you last night? It’s like you went mental, or something.

Well, she kind of did.

FtLouie: For your information, I did not go mental. I just got tired of your sister always telling me what to do. Not that it’s any of your business.

But, Mia, I want to make it my business. I want to be there for you. I want to protect you from my evil sister. I want to be the Han Solo to your Princess Leia. The Spike to your Buffy.

Well, actually, Buffy never really loved Spike so forget that part.

CracKing: What are you being so snotty about? Of course it’s my business. I live with her, don’t I?

Painfully true.

FtLouie: Why? Is she talking about me?

CracKing: You could say that.

FtLouie: What’s she saying?

CracKing: I thought it wasn’t any of my business.

FtLouie: It isn’t. What’s she saying about me?

I didn’t want to be too blunt. And hurt her feelings.

CracKing: That she doesn’t know what’s wrong with you these days, but ever since your dad came to visit you’ve been acting like a head case.

FtLouie: Me? A head case? What about her? She’s the one who’s always criticizing me. I’m so sick of it!! If she wants to be my friend, why can’t she accept me the way I am??

CracKing: No need to yell.

FtLouie: I’m not yelling!!

Um. Yes you are.

CracKing: You’re using excessive amounts of punctuation, and on-line, that’s like yelling. Besides, she’s not the only one criticizing. She says you won’t support her boycott of Ho’s Deli.

WHAT THE HELL?!

Was I defending Lilly?

FtLouie: Well, she’s right. I won’t. It’s stupid. Don’t you think it’s stupid?

HELL YES!!

I then figured that we should stop talking about Lilly and more about…us.

No! Her algebra. That’s part of my brilliant plan, you see. Get closer to Mia by offering to tutor her in Algebra.

Subtle but not too subtle.

CracKing: Sure it’s stupid. Are you still flunking Algebra?

I now realize how random that must’ve sounded.

FtLouie: I guess so. But considering the fact that Mr. G slept over last night, I’ll probably scrape by with a D. Why?

CracKing: What? Mr. G slept over? At your place? What was that like?

FtLouie: It was pretty awful. But then he joked around, and made it okay. I don’t know. I should probably be more mad, but my mom’s so happy, it’s hard.

CracKing: Your mom could so a lot worse than Mr. G. Imagine if she was going out with Mr. Stuart.

Mr. Stuart is the sophomore Health teacher. He spends most of his days attempting to feel girls’ bra straps.

And just feeling girls in general.

FtLouie: Ha ha ha. Why’d you want to know whether or not I’m flunking Algebra?

I took a deep breath before replying. It needed to sound extremely nonchalant.

CracKing: Oh, because I’m done with this month’s issue of Crackhead, and I thought if you wanted, I could tutor you during G & T. If you wanted.

FtLouie: Wow, that would be great! Thanks!

The biggest grin was on my face by that point.

CracKing: Don’t mention it. Hang in there, Thermopolis.

The Moscovitz strikes again!

A/N: Please review! Sorry that the chapter was so short, though.

Chapter Five: Waste of Paint

The Crackhead Chronicles

Chapter Five: Waste of Paint A/N: Sorry for not updating sooner. Not much of a creative inspiration for this story—though my other story is coming along well (four chapters…OK, not much but still…). Thanks for all of your reviews! D

Thursday, October 9

I’m feeling really lonely right now.

I mean, there’s no wonder why: I don’t really have many friends out of the Computer Club and I don’t have a girlfriend. Hell, I’ve only kissed two or three girls in my sixteen years. Nothing farther than that.

I am going to die a virgin. I’m almost sure of it. I’ll end up old and alone, being tortured in a retirement home. And I’ll spend my days playing chess by myself or playing…bingo or something.

Note to self: GET A LIFE.

Friday, October 10, 5 p.m.

Oh my Lord.

I was walking with the rest of the Computer Club to the computer room, where we usually have our meetings, when I ran face first into Mia. Yes. Mia. I didn’t see her face at first and I wondered who I had bumped into when I looked up into Mia’s face and saw war paint smeared on her face.

Yes. War paint. Or, rather, makeup.

"Christ, Thermopolis," I said, as Mia started trying to quickly pick up all of the stuff she had dropped when we literally ran into each other. "What happened to you?" And I was generally curious.

Let me tell you: Mia’s not usually one to wear lipstick or whatever it is.

Mia must have understood me wrong because she said, "You know I have to meet with Mr. Gianini everyday after school because I’m flunking Alge—"

"I know that." I held up the lipstick that had come out of her backpack. "I mean what’s with the war paint?" She took it away from me, gently brushing her fingers against mine. And I kind of felt nervous by that point.

"Nothing. Don’t tell Lilly."

"Don’t tell Lilly what? Jesus, Thermopolis. Where are you going?" She stood up and that’s when I noticed the pantyhose. Ah, sick thoughts, Moscovitz! SICK THOUGHTS!

"Nowhere."

"Nobody goes nowhere looking like that." I shifted my laptop to my left arm when I suddenly realized where she might be going. And I felt sick to my stomach. I probably looked it too.

"Thermopolis, are you going out on a date?"

"What? No, I’m not going on a date!" Mia exclaimed, looking genuinely surprised. "I’m meeting my grandmother!" I didn’t believe her of course. I mean, who wears pantyhose and war paint to meet their grandmother?

"And do you usually wear lipstick and pantyhose to meet your grandmother?"

I heard someone coughing. Mia turned around and there was this sort of big, muscular guy apparently waiting for her by the door. And I was thinking: Is that who’s she going out with??

"Look, don’t tell Lilly, okay?" And then she ran off.

Smooth moves, Moscovitz.

Friday, October 10, 6:15 p.m.

I was actually desperate enough to ask Lilly about Mia.

I walked into the kitchen (with a shirt on, thank you!) and saw Lilly sitting at the counter, flipping through some magazine.

"Lilly," I said.

"What?" Lilly asked, not looking up from magazine.

"Um…Mia’s not going out with anyone, is she?"

"Why do you care?" Lilly said grumpily.

"I don’t," I said, just as nastily. "I was just curious."

"Right. I am so sure." I rolled my eyes. "Well, she isn’t. Dating anyone, I mean. If she was, she wouldn’t be so nervous or uptight."

So, I just got a pint of Chunky Monkey and got out of there.

But I can’t help but think that maybe Lilly is lying.

Please God…please let what she said have been the truth.

Please.

Saturday, October 11

Woah.

And I thought the war paint was…different.

I had just finished my bowl of cereal when I heard quiet yelling (well, not exactly yelling) coming from the living room. I recognized Mia’s voice and quickly ditched the shirt. I entered the room right when Mia said something I have never heard her say before.

"Lilly, shut up."

And I was particularly amazed. I don’t think she had ever told anyone to shut up until earlier today. And to her supposed best friend too. Not that Lilly never says that. No, but Lilly isn’t as nice and sweet as Mia.

No, scratch that. Lilly’s never nice and sweet.

"Whoa," I said, backing up. And right after that, I noticed Mia’s hair. And it wasn’t…Mia-like, anymore. No, it had been cut pretty short and she had…had…

DYED HER HAIR THE SHADE OF LANA WEINBERGER’S.

I’m not shallow though. No. She was still as amazing as ever.

"What?" Lilly barked. "What did you say to me?"

I thought that Mia would apologize. But she just seemed to get madder. "I’m tired of you putting me down all the time. All day long, my mom and dad and grandmother and teachers are telling me what to do. I don’t need my friends getting on my case, too."

"Whoa," I said again, very shocked. But proud. She had finally stood up to Lilly.

Good someone finally did. Besides me, I mean.

"What," Lilly said, her eyes narrowing into these scary snakelike slits, "is your problem?"

"You know what? I don’t have a problem. You’re the one with the problem. You seem to have a big problem with me. Well, you know what? I’m going to solve your problem for you. I’m leaving. I never wanted to help you with your stupid Ho-Gate story anyway. The Hos are nice people. They haven’t done anything wrong. I don’t see why you have to pick on them. And"—she said this as she opened the door—"my hair is not yellow." Then she left, sort of slamming the door.

"What was that all about?" I said, looking at Lilly. She shot me a glare and angrily left the room.

And I was left alone. Shirtless.

A/N: You know what to do. )

Chapter Four: Only a Dream Waiting to Happen

Crackhead in Love

Chapter Four: Only a Dream Waiting to Happen

A/N: D Thanks for your reviews. I’m happy that you all like how the story is turning out. Also, I am starting a story (I’ve only written two chapters; I think I am going to finish the story before I post it up) in which Michael is a senior at Columbia, Mia is a freshman, including some weird twists. Hopefully, the material I use hasn’t been too hackneyed.

So, what do you all think of Princess in Pink? I was glad to see that there was a lot more Michael in it. I have lost a lot of respect for Lilly though. /

Saturday, October 4, 2 p.m.

Guess what?

I WAS RIGHT.

Not like that’s a first or anything but right after Mia left, Lilly knocked on my door.

"Yeah?" I yelled, considering that the Moldy Peaches was blaring from my stereo.

"Michael!! Open the door!" exclaimed Lilly. I, of course, wanted to know what she wanted. She almost never knocked on my door. Thank God.

"And why should I do that?" I said, putting the song on pause.

"Well, I wanted to tell you something important!" Lilly screeched in her oh-so unattractive voice. I rolled my eyes and rose from my bed. I opened the door and Lilly was standing, her hands on her hips.

"What?" I said grumpily.

"You know how I asked Mia last night if she would choose you or Josh Richter?" I rolled my eyes once again and nodded my head.

"…And your point is?"

"She told me she chose Josh," Lilly said smugly, looking even more like a pug than usual.

"Yeah, so what?" I said, doing my best and (successfully!) masking my disappointment.

"I just thought that you’d want to know," Lilly said, smirking.

"Why would I care if Mia wants to spend her life after a nuclear war with that Backstreet Boy wannabe?" I said impatiently. Lilly gave me a forceful shove and walked out. As I rubbed the spot she had clawed, I couldn’t help but think why Lilly would tell me. I mean, she doesn’t know that I love…I mean, like Mia.

No, she couldn’t possibly know.

Saturday, October 4, night

I was online putting the finishing touches on an article about the ozone layer when Mia, of all people, Instant Messages me. Me. Sadly, she wasn’t doing so to tell me she liked me or if I wanted to go to dinner with her or something. She just wanted me to get off-line so she could call Lilly. Plus, she likes Josh Richter. She’ll probably never like me because I’m probably the biggest nerd she knows.

CracKing: What do you want, Thermopolis?

FtLouie: I want to talk to Lilly. Please go off-line so I can call her.

I started getting curious.

CracKing: What do you want to talk to her about?

FtLouie: None of your business. Just go off-line, please. You can’t hog all the lines of communication to yourself. It isn’t fair.

CracKing: No one ever said life was fair, Thermopolis. What are you doing home, anyway? What’s the matter? Dreamboy didn’t call?

FtLouie: Who’s Dreamboy?

CracKing: You know, your postnuclear Armageddon life-mate of choice, Josh Richter.

OK, I admit, I was a bit mean. But I was mad. No, disappointed. Very disappointed.

FtLouie: Would you please go off-line so I can call Lilly??

CracKing: What’s the matter, Thermopolis? Did I strike a nerve?

And she logged off.

Jesus, I suck.

But then, a few minutes later, I logged off too. I mean, I didn’t want Mia to be even madder at me.

I’ve written a new song. It’s not too bad. Not my best either. It’s called, "She Never Knew." Yet another one about a guy (me) who is in love with a girl (Mia) but she doesn’t know.

And maybe she’ll never know.

Tuesday, October 7

I haven’t written in three days.

Usually, I would have a good reason. But I don’t.

There was a calculus test yesterday. We got our results back and (amazingly), I got a higher score than Judith Gershner did. And she spent quite a bit of time sulking. And quite a bit of time staring at me. Why is it that girls always think that us guys don’t notice when someone of the opposite or same sex stares at them incessantly?

The mysteries of life.

There hasn’t really been much to write about.

There’s a new member in the Computer Club. Her name is Anita Shinn. She’s a freshman, I think. And I also think that Judith is her role model. I met her today and she looks amazingly like Judith; they both have the same dark curly hair and both, I noticed, flutter their eyelashes a lot.

I also had a Mia-related dream last night. I was sleeping in my bed when I felt someone stroking my cheek. Before opening my eyes, I felt alarmed because people don’t usually stroke other people’s cheeks when people are sleeping. And I don’t think that really made sense. So, I slowly opened my eyes and to my utter delight, Mia was the one stroking my cheek. And it actually felt rather nice after I realized it was Mia. Mia smiled at me and told me to get out of bed. Of course I jumped out. Then, she took hold of my larger hand with her smaller, soft hand and the next thing I know, we’re both in this meadow. And there are pink rabbits bouncing around. Normally, that would scare me. But in my dream, it all felt so natural. Then, Mia leaned in and whispered in my ear, "I’m dressing up as Buffy for Halloween."

Only in my dreams. Literally.

What is there to write?

I enjoy dreams involving Mia and pink bunnies.

Jesus, I did not just write that.

A/N: Please review! )

Chapter Three: you never really leave my mind

Crackhead in Love

Chapter Three: you never really leave my mind

A/N: Thanks for your reviews!

Friday, October 3, the apartment

There was a Computer Club meeting today.

Everybody forgets about the Computer Club, except you know, the members who actually enjoy it. Even some of the members forget about the meetings or even the club (I usually choose to miss out on the Physics Club or the Chess Club, but never the Computer Club). They’re always so caught up in other activities or personal happenings that they forget all about it. People often assume that the members of the Computer Club have no friends except each other…and that’s true for the most part.

I’m the treasurer. I could’ve been the president but I have absolutely no interest in being a figurehead. Or so I told Mia when she asked me why I was only the treasurer.

Most of the meeting was spent discussing what we could do for the Winter Carnival. We were planning several months ahead because Principal Gupta said that the Internet is not a culture and therefore cannot have its own table at the Cultural Diversity dance in a few weeks. So, we had all planned to boycott the dance, on principle.

But, you know, I kind of wish that I hadn’t agreed to boycott because I want to be at Mia’s first dance at AEHS.

Did I just write that?

I haven’t been to any of my own school dances and, trust me, there have been a lot that I have missed out on. When the dances were going on, I was usually out bowling or hanging out at Serendipity 3, enjoying a triple peppermint sundae (yes, that is on the Upper East Side, where I usually never go because you usually get bombarded by rich, spoiled brats, children and adults alike). Then, I usually like strolling to Central Park and reading a good book.

Yes, I am boring.

So, I overheard Lilly telling mom and dad that Mia is spending the night tonight. I better remember to forget to put my shirt on when I walk into the TV room, pretending to forget that Mia was spending the night. I better lift some weights before she comes over.

Even better, my parents are going to a benefit at the Puck Building for the homosexual children of the survivors of the Holocaust.

"I dunno, maybe we could make this program in which you can choose a character to play and build your own house and stuff…" Shaun Waldorf said, a dreamy look on his face. Shaun’s pretty cool but he’s a little…out there.

"That’s already been done," Judith said impatiently, not before fluttering her long eyelashes at me though.

That was pretty much how the rest of the meeting went: people proposing ideas and Judith shooting them down faster than a bullet to a goose. Okay, that made no sense at all.

But I’m guess I’m kind of glad I don’t make sense.

Then I wouldn’t be me.

Yeah, sure.

Saturday, October 4, the apartment, 1:45 p.m.

Last night was pretty cool, I think.

I knew Mia had come over and I was waiting to make an appearance. She came over about two hours ago and my shirt is off. Man, I’m such a slut. Well, no, forget that because that would usually imply that I am not of the Y chromosome and that I’ve had sex before. Which I haven’t.

So, I was answering my fan mail for my webzine, Crackhead. Most of the mail is pretty normal, just comments saying how they like my webzine and agree or disagree with my opinions on a variety of things. I also get the random weird or perverted e-mail. They’re actually pretty entertaining to read. Here are a few examples:

The Pervert

Hello, Michael. I know I haven’t even seen you before but reading your opinions on things makes me oh-so horny. Meow. I’ve had many fantasies about you, including one where we’re both only wearing fig leaves and feeding each other steamed fish. And then, you start licking chocolate sauce off of my…

The Teenybopper

LyKe, OmG! Mike, u sound lyke so hotttttttt!! Lyke idunno bout half of da things u r talkin about cuz u use ReAlLy BIG wordz but stilllllll, u sound hotttt!! Holla back!

The Concerned Citizen

To Whom It May Concern: I must say, your opinions on widely known topics are rather negative. Young man/woman, maybe you need some mental help. Sincerely, a Concerned Citizen

So, as soon as I finished responding to the last sane e-mail, the phone rang. I picked it up because I figured Lilly and Mia were too busy doing whatever it is girls do at their little sleepovers. I was surprised at the angry voice that told me the person was Mia’s dad. Wow. I’ve never met her dad. Mia said that he lives in Genovia so I guess that’s why.

I told him to hold on for a second and pressed the hold button. I put a blue button-down shirt and walked out of my room, the phone in my hand. I heard noise coming from my parents’ room so I figured that Mia and Lilly were in there. I opened the door and sure enough, they were on my parents’ canopy bed, a large vat of popcorn in front of them.

I told Mia that her dad was on the phone but almost immediately, an I’m-going-to-throw-up look appeared on Mia’s face. I took this as I sign that she didn’t want to talk to him. After a minute, I spoke.

"Okay, don’t worry about it, Thermopolis, I’ll tell him you and Lilly already went to bed." And so, I left the room for a minute, pressed the hold button again, and told Mia’s dad that they had already gone to sleep. He sounded so apologetic and I hung up. Then, I re-entered my parents’ room.

"Your dad apologized for calling so late and he said that he’d speak to you in the morning," I said. Mia had that throwing up look on her face so I called Pavlov and made him get into bed with Mia and Lilly. He crawled onto Mia’s lap and began licking her face. At that moment, I really wished that I were Pavlov.

Then, I sat down next to Mia (and she smelled really good) and Lilly asked me, purely out of the interest of science, which Bond girls were most attractive to me, the weapon-carrying brunettes or the blondes who always needed rescuing (it looked like they were watching James Bond movies).

"I can’t resist a girl with a weapon," I said, a lopsided grin on my face. Then, we started a conversation about my two favorite shows of all time, Xena: Warrior Princess and Buffy the Vampire Slayer. After, Mia asked me if it was the end of the world and I had to repopulate the planet but could choose only one life mate, if I would choose Xena or Buffy.

After telling her that she was pretty weird to think up of a question like that, I chose Buffy. Then, we all started asking each other questions including ones about George Clooney.

"Who would you choose, Harrison Ford or Leonardo Dicaprio?" They both choose Harrison Ford because Leo was ‘too passé.’ Then I said, "Who would you choose, Harrison Ford or Josh Richter?"

And my mind was screaming: PICK HARRISON, MIA!! HARRISON!!

Lilly chose Harrison. But, unfortunately, Mia chose Josh. The bastard (Josh, I mean).

She said he’d live longer because Harrison is 60 and Josh could help her out with the kids.

Then I started saying some stuff like how in the face of nuclear Armageddon, Josh Richter would show cowardice. Then, my mind took control over me and I called them both idiots (kick me now) if they thought Josh would give them the time of day because he only like girls who put out.

Then, Lilly said she would put out for Josh Richter, but only if he bathed beforehand in antibacterial solution and wore three condoms coated with spermicidal fluid when they had sex.

JESUS! I do NOT want to imagine my sister and Josh Richter…

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Afterward, I asked Mia if she would put out for Mia and prayed that she would say no. But she didn’t. Instead of giving me a really straight answer, she told me she would if:

They’d been dating for at least a year. He pledged his undying love to her. He took her to see Beauty and the Beast on Broadway and didn’t make fun of it.

"The first two sound all right but if the third one is an example of the kind of boyfriend you’re expecting to forget, you’re going to be a virgin for a long, long time," I said, my nose wrinkled. "I don’t know a single male with an ounce of testosterone who could sit through Beauty and the Beast without projectile vomiting."

Then, Lilly asked me if I would choose Mia or Lana Weinberger. I quickly (and almost too quickly) answered, "Mia, of course." And she kept on doing it too, wanting to know if I would choose Mia or Madonna and if I would choose Buffy or Mia. I chose Mia over Madonna (never liked her) but not to arouse any suspicion, I chose Buffy over Mia. Only because everyone knows I love Buffy and if I chose Mia…well…it’s obvious what would happen.

And then, Lilly actually asked something the least bit informative: if Mia would choose me or Josh Richter. I suddenly felt my heartbeat quicken and waited eagerly for her response. She looked like she was thinking about it.

Sucks that my mom and dad came home right at that moment and yelled at us for eating popcorn and letting Pavlov into their room.

Considering how well I know Lilly (which really isn’t much but whatever), she probably asked Mia again when they were in Lilly’s room. I only wish I was there too to hear her response.

The only thing is that I think she would choose Josh Richter.

Not me. Josh Richter.

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Chapter Two: Confessions of a Beautiful Mind

The Crackhead Chronicles

Chapter Two: Confessions of a Beautiful Mind

A/N: Quite possibly, my expectations were much too high. But thanks to everyone who reviewed!

Sunday, September 28

Last night wasn’t as bad as I thought it might have been. I met Judith and the rest of the Computer Club at the entrance of the dollar theater. We all paid for our tickets and found seats in the middle of the theater. The theater was more crowded than I had expected, most people choosing to sit in the front rows. I sat down with Judith on my left and this tall junior, Paul, on my right.

Throughout the movie, I couldn’t help but notice that Judith kept looking at me with her big, bulbous, brown eyes. I tried to ignore it but she was making it pretty obvious. As I watched Goldfinger, I felt someone’s fingers touching my knee. For a split second, I thought it might’ve been Paul…but he had a girlfriend. So, that’s when I turned to Judith and she was smiling eerily at me.

Not to make it too obvious, I slowly slid my leg away, toward Paul’s direction. Paul must’ve noticed this because he shot me a weird look. I realized that he might’ve thought that I was trying to…snuggle with him or something.

AHHHH.

So, Judith likes trying to feel me up or something and Paul must think I have homosexual tendencies. Perfect. Just plain perfect.

The movie, which I’ve seen fifteen times and counting, was excellent, of course. Afterward, we all went to Around the Clock for some pancakes. They make awesome (and cheap) pancakes…around the clock. I managed not to sit next to Judith because I thought she might try to caress me again. As I sat between Suzanne Chang and Shaun Waldorf, I couldn’t help but let my mind drift onto the thought of Mia.

I don’t know how pancakes make me think of Mia but they do. Maybe it was that one time when we (Lilly, Mia, and me) were all sitting, eating chocolate chip pancakes on a Saturday morning, when Mia and I both stabbed at the same pancake at the same time. I insisted that she have it and she insisted that I have it. So, we just split it, earning a weird look from Lilly.

And how do I remember that, especially considering the fact that the pancake thing happened when I was…thirteen? But I didn’t have a crush on Mia yet. No, I still liked Samantha Baker. I honestly don’t know what I ever found likable in Samantha. She was a shallow, self-centered cheerleader. Kind of like Gwen Shayne. I used to offer to carry her books and walk her home (Samantha’s, that is).

I’m kind of glad that she started going out with Josh Richter because I finally realized what a bad match we might have been. And I noticed that Josh never offered to carry her books. But, then again, Josh and I are not, and never will be, alike. Thank God.

Josh is the guy I’ve never wanted to be. He’s popular, superficial, artificial, unintelligent…and a jock. I’m not into organized sports at all (I was once on a Pee Wee hockey team though). And being popular doesn’t make him well liked or respected…he’s just well known throughout AEHS. He’s never without a girlfriend and has gone through all of the cheerleaders, currently dating a freshman named Lana Weinberger (she’s the JV cheerleading team captain, I think). Josh is the kind of guy that you usually want or want to be. And I feel negative both ways.

As soon as we paid the bill for our three stacks of pancakes, we all departed from Around the Clock. Not before Judith pulled me aside to talk to me though.

Judith: Hey, Michael…Um. Tonight was really great.

Me: Oh. Yeah. I guess so.

Judith: We should really go out…for pancakes again, I mean.

Me: You mean, just the two of us?

Judith: (her face flushed) W-what? No. I meant with the Computer Club.

Me: Oh. Right. (not really believing her)

Judith: So, see you on Monday?

Me: Yeah. Bye. (starts walking away)

Why can’t she just leave me in my miserable state of mind?

Monday, September 29, History

You know what…or rather, who, I’m thinking about right now?

If you guessed Mia Thermopolis, you would be correct!

When I think of Mia, everything but the image of her glowing face is erased from my mind. And, if I’m feeling sad or mad at that moment, every horrible thought turns into happy, bright ones filled with me and Mia waltzing in a flower garden, the wind blowing through our hair.

I did not just write that.

Wednesday, October 1, G&T

Mrs. Hill is actually in the classroom. Wow. The teacher’s lounge (where Mrs. Hill usually retreats to during fifth period) is having its carpet shampooed; Mrs. Hill is looking through a furniture catalog while looking up every once and awhile to see if we’re all doing…what we’re supposed to be doing. So, I’m stuck working on Crackhead, Boris is busy driving us all insane with his violin-playing, and it seems that Lilly and Mia are passing notes.

I wonder what they’re writing. In fact, I’m bored enough to make a fake "notes conversation."

Lilly—Oh my God, your brother is SO hot!

Mia, I’m only going to ruin your thoughts because I’m bossy and impatient, and I love ignoring people’s opinions and thoughts. Ugh. How gross.

I wonder if he already has a girlfriend.

Michael’s one popular guy with the ladies but now, he’s single. But he’s also the sweetest, smartest guy to have ever walked the planet.

Do you think I should go up to him and start making out with him? He’s one hot piece of ass.

Yeah, in my wildest dreams.

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Chapter One: Oh, What a Day

The Crackhead Chronicles

Chapter One: Oh, What a Day!

A/N: I’m ba-ack…sinister piano music Well, I have decided to do Michael’s POV throughout the first Princess Diaries book and, since Michael isn’t in the original book that much, I’ll have a lot of creative input. But, sadly, in addition to my newfound input, the updates may take a bit longer than with Crackhead In Love. I hope you all like it! D

Thursday, September 25

I think I like Mia.

No, not only think: I do like Mia. Out of all of the girls at Albert Einstein High School, why did I have to develop a crush on my little sister’s best friend? I mean, I’m a regular guy and she’s a regular girl.

No…she’s far from being a regular girl. She’s just…different from all of the girls at AEHS. Unlike girls like Lana Weinberger, Mia isn’t obsessed with her looks and she’s just…not like the snobby cheerleaders.

And, of course, I cannot let anyone know of my feelings for Mia. Not Lilly. Not Felix. Not Judith. Not Mia. Definitely not Lilly. There are many pros and cons to liking Mia. I get to see her all of the time because she comes over a few times a week and sleeps over (and I "forget"to put a shirt on whenever she comes over…heh heh). I could never tell Lilly though. But, then again, why would I ever tell Lilly? We don’t exactly have the best relationship. We argue constantly, like brothers and sisters are supposed to, I guess. Plus, she would tell Mia and then Mia would probably freak out and stop coming to the apartment. And that would suck.

Mia came over today and I found out some really interesting news. I was looking for something to eat in the refrigerator when Mia starts talking about how her mom is going out with Mr. Gianni, the freshman Algebra teacher. Oh yes, that’s another thing: Mia’s a freshman and I’m a senior. The moment I heard my parents asking Mia how she felt about her mom going out with her teacher, I started laughing. Not quietly, either.

"Your mom is dating Frank Gianni?" I managed to say through my laughs. She then started begging me not to tell anyone. She looked so gorgeous and pleading, I found it kind of hard to resist…hugging her or something. She’s such a beautiful, different girl. She’s not your cookie-cutter beautiful but still…wow. And I get to see her during Gifted and Talented class, which isn’t really much of a class so much as a period to hang out and talk. I’m supposed to use the fifth period to work on my webzine, Crackhead. Mia uses it to work on her Algebra homework. Despite my utter affection for her (ha ha), Mia does have some flaws. But, doesn’t everyone?

We have some things in common, including our uniting against this new Russian student, Boris Pelkowsi, and his violin. I heard that he played in Carnegie Hall when he was twelve and is some sort of music genius. Cool.

"What’ll you do for me, huh, Thermopolis?" I said, a smirk on my face. "What’ll you do for me?" After a few moments of this and her offering to do things like walk my sheltie, Pavlov, and take my Mom’s empty Tab cans to Gristedes, I just sort of rolled my eyes.

"Forget it, okay, Thermopolis?" And I walked back to my room, heavily disappointed. I would’ve very much wanted for her to suggest making out with me or something (sorry, sorry, hormones are taking over my seventeen year old mind) but I guess that my crush on her is unrequited.

I started teaching myself to play the guitar over the summer and everything sort of progressed from there. Thank God for soundproof walls and windows. I’ve written about six songs, all of them being about Mia, of course. The first song I wrote about her is called, "Tall Drink of Water" and it isn’t too bad if I do say so myself. Who knows? Maybe I’ll get the courage to sing it to her someday.

Ha, I wish.

Friday, September 26

MICHAEL MOSCOVITZ’S LIST OF HOTTEST GIRLS

(compiled during English Lit, with commentary by Felix Matthews)

Buffy the Vampire Slayer (agree—but dude, Buffy’s a fictional character made up for the horrible movie and the excellent TV series, starring Sarah Michelle Gellar as Buffy)

Xena the Warrior Princess (disagree—something about Lucy Lawless bugs me, like the fact she reminds me of that wrestler Chyna or whatever. And, again, a fictional character made for a TV series. The girl who played Gabrielle was pretty fine though)

Natalie Portman (agree—I mean, she was in two Stars Wars movies after all)

Tyra Banks (agree—hell yeah! I am a testosterone-filled teenage male, after all)

Jessica Biel (agree—she may have been on 7th Heaven but she’s still hot)

Julia Stiles (agree—I haven’t seen any of her movies but she is hot…maybe you’ll see her at Columbia. Or she may have graduated by that time)

Rogue from X-Men (disagree—DUDE! She’s a cartoon character!)

Mademoiselle Klein (agree—she could whisper French profanity into my ear and I’d still think she was gorgeous)

Tennessee from The Like (WHO??)

Lucy Liu (agree—Charlie’s Angels was…wow)

Friday, September 26, 6 p.m.

If I could have chosen, Mia would’ve been at the top of my "Hottest Girls List" (which, really, was rather superficial and shallow of me to make but Felix and I were bored). But I, of course, couldn’t let Felix know this. He may be one of my closest friends but he’s also the male equivalent of…my sister (but Felix is much more tolerable). He’s a kind of loud, very opinionated person.

I’ve been trying to find inspiration for Crackhead and my songs. My muse is, obviously, Mia. For Crackhead, I tend to steer into the less, erm, personal matters and delve deep into political issues concerning teenagers. But not only teenagers…otherwise, I wouldn’t have sponsors. I guess Lilly and I are more alike than I had thought. We both have opinions on things, though our thoughts clash most of the time.

My music is neither light and poppy nor dark and depressing. I’d consider it to be classified as steering into the music range concerning love (well, actually, most songs are about love, if not all). I think the thing I’m going for is making music that is catchy and people can enjoy. Not Britney Spears catchy though.

Oh, God, that’d be scary.

Saturday, September 27, 3:50 p.m.

Judith just called me.

Me: Hello?

Judith: Hi. How are you, Michael?

Me: Um. Good.

Judith: Cool.

Me: (brief pause) Yeah. Uh, who is this?

Judith: OH! This is Judith. Judith Gersher…you know…

Me: Oh, hey, Judith. What’s up? Did you want to talk about something concerning the Computer Club?

Judith: Oh, no. I was, um, wondering if you wanted to go to the movies tonight. With the rest of the Computer Club, I mean.

Me: Oh. Sounds…fun.

Judith: So, you want to come?

Me: Yeah, I guess so. Sure.

Judith: Really?

Me: Um. Yes.

Judith: OK, meet us at the entrance to the dollar theater. Goldfinger is playing at 7 so be there around 6:45.

Me: OK. Bye.

Judith: Bye.

Well, I guess I actually have something to do tonight. Wow.

A/N: Yes, I know…extremely boring, right? It’ll get better…hopefully (heh heh). Please review! )